DissembledLove

How is it that we can see and feel and percieve things so differently? I don't understand being attached at the hip and fighting it, I only understand wanting to be so much closer. How can that be read in such a different way? How can I now get through the days knowing our feelings don't match; feeling like I feel so much more and I am being misinterpreted? How can I sleep when I fear my own sub-conscious, my own dreams, my own hopes? The walls that fell upon themselves just a short time ago just built themselves up at ten times the speed. My muscles tense reacting to a reality that does not yet exist... But tight with questions like 'will it

Looking back at old posts scares me a bit. Its crazy to see what I have been through before. Since my last post life has been much more exciting and rewarding. Haven't put new photos up in awhile so I decided to do some today. expect more spontaneous portraits. Enjoy the new stuff you see and I can't wait to see what you all have up your sleeves! Love. Kayla.

(please give unfiltered feedback... it won"t hurt me..... alot.) Is it right to keep someone around/in your life even if you know they are using you and you are just their mealticket cause i want to keep someone in my life, but the only time they want to do anything with me is when they need something..... Help? Love. Kayla.